I'm missing him already. At least I got to chat and joke with him before he goes to the airport. Need another 4-5 months before I be able to see him again and this time, he will be back to Labuan for good. When we hug jz now, his scent seems to linger around me. Until now, I still can smell his scent....it wasn't his cologne but the smoke from his smoking habit. Miss how we seems to be able to fit into each other's arm.

He is the first guy that my parents accept cz my parents knew him and his family well. So I have no worries about it. Now, both of can only stay connected thru FB and sms.

I remembered last week when I had to sit in the choir seat. I invited him to sit at the choir. My first thought that he will be sitting at the back but I was wrong. He decided to sit beside me in the first pew. At first I was holding the hymn book but suddenly he grabbed it from my hand and hold it. My mum then gave to me another hymn book and he did the same. In the end, I let him hold it. My friends who were sitting on my left side (he was sitting on my right side) started to smirked and grinned. I guess, I was blushing throughout the entire mass and I think some people might think as both of us as a couple judging how we tend to be close everywhere we go. After mass, I was supposed to go for my replacement class but I was early that the building is still lock. So, I went to my former kindergarten teacher house where we recite the rosary for her late husband. As I was sitting across him, we suddenly looked into each other's eyes. I think he knew I was blushing coz after that I looked at other places except for his eyes. On Wednesday, he came to my house with a reason that is exchanging movies. We spent the entire night chatting till midnight. On Friday, I attended a seminar. He too joined it. After the seminar, I went with my parents to the supermarket when his dad suddenly call my dad to go out for a supper. Knowing my dad, he always go for it. As we arrived at the restaurant, he suddenly got up and sit next beside me by giving a reason that the elders should sit together. How cute for him to do that. We again spent the whole time chatting. On Sat morning, we met at the seminar venue. He saw I was so sleepy that he asked me to go to sleep. Funny thou how he saw me feeling so tired and restless. I still remember before he went to the airport, he asked me to wait for him next year. I'll be waiting for him then. Now, it seems like my life is so empty without him around. I hope that time will pass by quickly so that he will be back here for good.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH RITE NW...

He is 5 years ahead of me. We've known each other for quite sometimes already,perhaps 10 years if I'm not mistaken. Ever since my grandma passed away, he was always besides me.U can say for the past 1 week, he was always there. I still remember the 1st nite in KK, a day after my grandma passed away, he went to my home, helping himself around the house while me busy in the kitchen. After the funeral in the church, I asked him to stayed back cz his dad & uncle planned to go back that very same day and he say ok. We spent the whole day together. After the funeral, we went out wit another friend for high tea. One thing I remember was that, ever since the funeral the other day, both of us always seated to each other. Last Saturday, my family & him went back to my home in Lbn. I was kinda surprised when he called my parents, father & mother. The seating arrangement in the bus was like both my parents, my bros & me and him. I felt asleep in the bus and when I woke up, I saw the curtain was been pulled to shield me from the sun. I was awake but pretended to sleep. Luckily I was wearing the sunglass so he couldn't notice it.  On Monday, I met him at the cemetery (All Soul's Day). Both of us has the same interest, photography.We kinda immerse with our interest till we started to take each other's photos. I think my cousins in KK will think that he is my other half cz he was always by my side & my dad side as well and also keep on taking my pictures without me knowing it until he showed me. Last nite was the 7th days for my late grandma. As the opening hymn before the rosary was the song Amazing Grace. I cried cz that song leaves a great impression on me. After the rosary, instead of shaking my hand, he hug me and never wanting to let me go. Feel so comfortable to be in his embraced. His cousin came to shake hand to me as a sign of peace but he say, don't shake hand but hug. When he saw me almost tearing up, he continued to hug me saying "you're leaking somemore". He comforted me till he say, "I also wanna leaking ordy" ( he wants to pee)..hehe... So, I let him go off. During dinner, he came & sat besides me. We each had a drink, me drinking wine & him, beer.  Sadly, he is going back to KL next week to finish his study there. His final semester. Jz hope that his semester will be flying fast cz he told me he is going to moved back to Lbn for good early next year. I will surely miss him. I forgot to say, he is good with playing the guitar.

Now I begin a new chapter in my life where I have become a university student and experiencing campus life in Curtin University, an Australian U which situated in Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia.

Last week, I attended the O-Week which is the orientation week. It was quite boring actually because of the talks and briefing but I like the activities that was done by the SOAR (A group of volunteer who conducted the O-Week especially the Detective Case (CSI alike game) where we have to find the murderer, motive and how it was done. On the last nite of the O-Week, they held a welcoming party and it was great.

Today, I join the outing for the Catholic students. Its something like the welcoming for the new student who join in the society. We had great time. After mass, we went to watch a movie, 'Dark Knight". Then we went to the seaside to have our dinner there. Gosh, the wind was so heavy, it actually can blow us away.

I really enjoy my first week here. But for the rest of this half year, its gonna be a tough one. Full with tutorials and lectures. But I'm lucky coz I only took Bachelor in Business Administration.

LOL.....
Last year I've got strange dream involving TVXQ especially Xiah Jun Su.....
There s no need for me to elaborate the dream but gosh...It was so sweet....
I've never remember my dream so well but this dream seems to be so real....
And just few days ago, I've dreamt of EeTeuk of Super Junior.....
I was saying....gosh, why do I always dream of celebrities but I never get to dream of my love one...
But I'm glad coz not many were able to dream of celebrities...
How I just love TVXQ & Super Junior
Although Its just a dream but I will always remember it.....
SARANGHYEYO TVXQ & SUPER JUNIOR